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Today I spent $150 on 10 bags of heroin. I've been on and off for years. If ur just getting started w/ opiates(lortab, Vicodin, oxy, etc) or if ur already using heroin or fentanyl or high doses of anything...stop now- its a joke and it's the biggest form of self pity known to man. If u think ur life is bad now and ur using these drugs to escape...ur going to see how bad ur life can be if u don't stop. If u havent started, or ur a parent or friend of sum1 who might...put a stop to it at any cost. If sum1 is threatening suicide if they dnt get high...it's my opinion u should roll the dice and  tell that person suicide and starting to use these drugs is one in the same. Granted, recovery is very possible- but I can tell u...I've had opportunities that people would kill for that have been  destroyed bc of the use of these drugs. Don't start, and if u've already started- stop spinning ur wheels- u'll b on the move every day, and u'll never get anywhere but jail or a coffin. I hope this helps someone.

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    Victor

    April 3, 2013 at 1:47 PM

    So true, you don't know what you are getting into it will change your life forever and it will kill your dreams, take it from me it destroyed everything to me it took me years and years to build trust and respect. Lots of pain comes from drug using…

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    brianna brown

    March 15, 2013 at 7:44 AM

    I agree, I started doing pills my freshman year off and on. smoke weed all the time, tried coke and acid and shrooms a few times. then the summer before my senior year my friend introduced me to heroin. I was offerd before but always turned it down. this time I was just so angry and had no weed so just smoked heroin to cope with my feelings. then it went down hill from there. a few months later I got on probation from a fight, failed my drug test then had to go through probation for 9 months. got locked up 3 different times from relapsing and fighting. I couldnt control my anger. im still trying to learn how to control it but I have been clean from heroin for over 230 days but im still struggling with doing perks and viks a few times a month and smoke weed. but never let opiates distroy your life! it does no good. just distroys families, lives, happiness, looks, and children's lives.

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    Alexis carrington

    March 7, 2013 at 6:17 PM

    Hi I loved your story and advice, but if you know all that why do you continue to abuse yourself and your body? I was like you but I woke up, I felt empathy for the first time in years. I was able to feel my family's pai: you are not the only one that hurts when you use. And by how smart you sound I imagine u have a family who loves you n needs you back. I fell to my knees n prayed for God to rescue me and he did. I will pray for you. I'm so glad I got off that hamster wheel- get high, get broke, get sick, get well, use people. Rehab, jail, or death. I'm so glad I finally got it!!! Good luck man, my prayers are with you,)

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